I have a person from the forum who is a friend and she’s helping me with my English. I have just sent her an audio…Oh my…You can’t guess how bad I performed. Slow as hell. I listened to it and I couldn’t even cope with myself. Full of pauses. Trying to look for the right word.
It’s not that I’m very talkative or express myself very fast in my language but in English it was so unbearable.
Some people have such a good skill at improvising and making themselves to be understood. I’m not.
I’m even faster writing.

Thanks god, she’s sweet and very understanding but I’m perfectionist and I always end up giving up all I can’t do at my best. It happened all my day long that’s why I was diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder traits.

I’m angry at myself.