My anxiety is sky high today and it’s difficult to function even with Klonopin. We had someone around the house last night and a couple of nights back. This happened several months ago and we had the police involved. I let my guard down and thought it was over. I’m glad mom has a very reactive dog though both mom and I have heard the noises and she is extremely hard of hearing. It scared me so bad last night that I didn’t sleep. I’m glad we have security cameras as well. We called the cops and uploaded the security videos to them. I’m going to buy some bear spray today.

Mom lost her only set of keys to her car. I’m still trying to locate them. If I can’t in the next hour, I will call a locksmith and hope he can help. Things are happening on a daily basis now and I’m getting mentally fatigued. Mom thought she would help with the dishes and put a full bottle of Dawn (not Cascade) in the dishwasher. I woke up to a floor full of water and a dishwasher full of soap suds. It won’t work now. I see the decline daily. Could be one reason for my anxiety.

It’s feeling like fall here now. I’m excited to be planning some fall activities for me and for mom. I’m doing okay aside from the anxiety.

I hope everyone has a peaceful weekend.