life sucks atm nothings going right for us we have each other & the kids but thats it were haveing to get help with are finances cause they suck so bad were looking at loseing are house as well thats how bad they are I dont know how much longer I can go on like this I love my kids & husband sooooo much & they are the only things keeping me alive atm if it wasnt for having them in my life I wouldnt be here now im sooooooooooo depressed & I can feel my ED coming back why eat when life is so crapy cant be bothered to do anything atm