I have work today from 8:45am to 2:30pm. Cashiering. I wasn’t able to sleep last night. Tossed and turned for a couple hours then gave up and just stayed up. So I’m up drinking coffee right now. Have to head out in an hour from now. I wish it was over and that I was on my way home. Apparently my training for talent captain starts this upcoming Saturday. I hope I don’t get stuck dealing with customers with big *** layaways today those are so annoying I hate them. They’re just a pain to do.

I’m gonna practice violin when I get home today. Then play some games and watch some anime with my bf.

I need an alarm clock like a physical alarm clock that’s not my phone. Because I feel like that would be better because I have a bad habit of when my phone goes off getting up, turning the alarms off then falling back asleep. I think if I have two alarms it would prevent that so I might have to pick up a physical alarm clock at some point soon.

I’ve accumulated one hour of paid sick time off so far

I’m ready for today to be over and it hasn’t even started

So as far as my mental health goes I’m doing really well. My sleep is suffering though but there’s multiple reasons for that. Coffee. Skipping Thorazine most nights so I don’t oversleep and can make it to work. Etc.

I know that’s really not good though the lack of sleep. I probably have gone 4-5 days scattered over the past couple weeks with zero sleep (30 or more hours up at a time) since starting working 3 weeks ago. It’s not good. Idk how to fix it though. My schedule varies so much it throws me off and keeps me from being in a good routine with sleep. And when I work really early in the morning I’m afraid to go to sleep the night before because I’m afraid I’ll oversleep and miss work so I just skip my Thorazine and stay up.

My face has also broken out with acne which I hardly ever have any anymore , idk if that’s sleep, stress, or diet related or a combo of some or all of those factors

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