I just read some of my discharge notes from the rehab's online portal. I don't feel too hopeful right now.
"Concerns: Impulse control is poor; does not respond to negative consequences. Potential for continued or increased use high. Lacks recovery skills to cope with addiction and avoid relapse. Lacks awareness of relapse triggers, urge management techniques. Family/living circumstances pose a threat to relapse. Lacks sufficient drug free social outlets or friendships to support abstinence/recovery. Family/living environment does not limit access to substances and/or other using individuals."

I'm going to show them wrong.