Dear J,
really curious as to what you think my "secret" is. Do you know I've done multiple things that could've gotten me arrested today? Do you know I'm off my meds? Do you know I have an obsession with the person that let me stay with them and I'm incredibly upset they put up boundaries (that I'm going to respect)? Or is it something else? Or is it something you've made up?

I'll be honest with pdoc tomorrow. About why I'm super itchy right now and that I'm only on some meds anyways. I hope she bans me from benzos forever.