I don’t think I can work the day after ECT. I was supremely disoriented today, I didn’t really even feel safe driving because I didn’t feel fully “present”. I don’t usually feel like this the day after. Definitely the day of. But I’ll get the next one Nov 10, that’s a Friday, and then I’ll go for Dec 29, another Friday. Just worry about getting through the rest of the year and then I’ll plan them out.

I took CR to the ortho today for his pinky, he has to wear a splint and buddy tape it for three weeks. I still can’t believe he broke it being dumb like that, but he is a middle schooler, on the whole they’re pretty dumb. At least that’s my experience from working with middle and high school in education.

I’m two days with no nicotine. Still with the vape but no nicotine. I’m definitely more hungry which is unfortunate since I’m also trying to lose weight. But I figure I’ll just continue my diet and exercise and if I don’t lose, I don’t lose. At least I’m eating healthy food and exercising. Can’t do much more than that. I looked up nicotine withdrawal and the physical withdrawal is only 2-4 weeks. I can cheer myself on for a month. Like thinking about it having an end point is quite helpful.