Ya moreso than I'd like to think, I can let things like minor roadblocks in my day to day goals, feeling like I'm subjected to something uncomfortable, feeling like I'm being used in some sort of way, having to navigate through situations that don't make sense in the moment to reach a far away goal that may never come, wasting time, over thinking, having to put on a front to dodge judgement, having to play games that take too much thought for what it's worth, etc etc I'm just freestyling here not sure if what I said necessarily makes sense or follows.

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