I've stopped my depakote.... I don't think it's working. I'm feeling so high and the depakote isn't maintaining the decrease in mania. I don't know if I am totally aware of what's going on though ie my paranoia is clouding my judgement. I'm not going to the bipolar support group on Thurs too Paranoid people will talk about me. The paranoia has got worse. I haven't been out since Monday. Its Wednesday now. I'm scared I show myself up. No one irl talks to me my "friends" don't care. I'm wanting off the depot injection too! I'm talking to myself, I'm singing hymns... I'm not religious. I'm chatting to guys etc I understand I'm going high but it feels good but scary. The duty worker call was a waste of time. I'm out on my own now and I don't know what to do to overcome this