Me and my boyfriend have been living together for 3 years. We just moved into a house two weeks ago (apt before)
It seems like lately we have beren arguing all the time, over every little thing. This morning, he used my shirt that I was going to wear to blow my sons nose. I lost it. I couldnt believe he did that. He told me to grow up, and I lost it again. Thats where the name calling came in. I shouldnt have done that. But I lost it.
I need anger management or something. I know I hurt his feelings, so I went to a pay phone before I got to work, to apologize and tell him that I didnt mean all that stuff I said. This isnt the first time though. It seems everytime I get mad, I lose it. I dont have to be so upset. He is a good guy, I love him very much. I want to be a better person. I dont want my son to see my like that. (too late)
I need help. I pray and ask to be helped. BUt I think that I have to make the first move, and really try to control my self.
Thanks for listening.
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