wow after two weeks of not drinking i am really feeling a tall boy. Probably the ativan i took too.

Got back together with my on/off ex the other day. Gonna meet up with her tomorrow. Talked about it with my pdoc last night. She commented on my "thing" with clingy men. In therapy on Friday we gon' explore why I freak out when I get close to people, but then freak out when I pus them away after and they don't come begging back. Like, I ghosted a close friend last week and she hasn't reached out since and the past 3 days of been so stressful because of that.

where tf is my watch? I'm not wearing it. I always wear it