Im better.

I didnt harm but I did something that ive been trying not to do for years. I got out my old diaries and reminised about the past... the past that I closed the door on over two years ago, and never thought about since.

I read about all the good times, that I'd never been able to read because that happy past was snatched away from me. Which is stupid, because I am now seeing that past again tonight, I dont want to go back into that frame of mind again. So we'll see what happens tonight, maybe I'll smile and walk away, maybe I wont.

thanks guys for the support, it was much needed. Much love for you all

babyg xXx