The dude Coerced me into having four sessions a week.
Most times I say nothing or am nasty and abusive.
It’s a sick sick situation and I am a stupid **** up for getting sucked into this ********.
He won’t leave me alone.
I have no desire to change .
The dude thinks he’s a missionary.
I’m not going to Change.
I was born miserable and I will die miserable— hopefully soon — I can’t wait to croak.