I don't know about the alternative housing, I haven't talked to her since Monday, but she said she'd work on it and she made it sound like it'd be easy but I know housing in NH is kinda fked right now so idk.

I know I'm being reckless, but I just can't stop to think things through/don't care about the consequences.

my pdoc warned me of xylazine too.

and I'm sick of caring just because other people care. I've done that my whole life and other people are always "you have to do it for yourself too," well that doesn't work for me either.