i have had so much rejection lately. i feel like a total loser. friends keep making excuses not to get together with me. i reached out to my cousin to just say hi. i have tried so hard to be her friend. she said she would call me back but never did. my sister warned me about her but i always try to give people a chance. i try to be so nice to people so not sure why i am being treated this way. i just want people to care about me as much as i do them but i guess you can't force that. i have one true friend but she is a bit of a loner. so am taking tomorrow off to go to the shelter to hug some animals.