Thread: Depression, mixed, rapid cycling, cptsd, addiction or other?
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Old Sep 29, 2023, 08:01 AM
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In rehab/IOP they always said "addiction is a symptom of something greater" and I'm trying to figure out what that something greater is right now
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My dad's right I'm a fking psychopath
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maybe my dad's just getting to me
I think you might have answered your own question. Or at least part of it.

I can't say I haven't been tempted to burn it all down too, but the question is what do you put in its place? Otherwise, I'm hurting myself to spite the "thems" in my life.

I ask you the same question: If you burn it all to the proverbial ground, what goes up in its place?
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