I'm feeling depressed again today. I don't know why I can't be really happy. It seems like people in general "out there" are grumpy and not nice. It has an effect on me. I went to the grocery store and got a woman to check out my items. She wasn't with it and was on the grumpy side. At that store, most checkers are nice but not her. Before going to her, I sensed that she didn't look happy. There's one older man who is a checker whom I like a lot, but he wasn't there. He's slow at checking through the items and bagging (though I do the bagging myself and prefer it that way) but he's always nice and helpful. I noticed that, lots of times, it seems like everyone goes to him instead of the others when checking out.

It would be nice if I can get a compliment or have someone do something nice for me just once. That seems to be hard to come by. Also I'm feeling bad about the fight I had with my friend three days ago. It looks like he and I may not come back together this time.