Dr. S - well that was that. I'm glad you see this as an interruption rather than termination. And it felt genuine around you not being mad at me, your nods at me saying you caring about me, and you contacting me should you ever start practicing again. You did add the caveat that if you were practicing in a way I could see you. If the only reason I couldn't see you was geography, I would still want to be contacted. I didn't tell you that. I can't believe you are 'gone'. And I still want a mailed letter from you. BTW, what were you doing that you used my crayons/colored pencils? I'm not mad, I'm curious. It kind of feels weird to know you used them without me. yeah don't know what the feeling really is. Sorry I cried. - me