Another night of about 2 hours of sleep... Garmin app says my "body battery" is/should be 5% (as low as it goes) but I feel energized. I scratched a second degree burn I had on my wrist so the blister got torn off so it'll probably get infected now. Awesome. My mom had a pretty good stash of alcohol going in the house, but I just realized this morning I completely depleted it. Whoops. Hope she doesn't notice. That might be worth getting kicked out of the house over (although I do have other places to go, they're just not ideal. Then again, here isn't ideal so whaddayagonnado?). Actually kinda hoping I get kicked out of the house. I'd live a minimalistic lifestyle. I know a guy who lives in his truck, and he's super happy. He goes wherever the fk he wants, watches Netflix on his laptop to pass the time when he's not hunting or fishing, and he's got a gf down in Leominster if he needs a place to warm up for those days it's like -40. I read this book about a boy who grew up with his grandfather in the Northeast Kingdom (VT) before it was somewhat civilized, and they travelled to Newfoundland together via canoe and snowshoe and, boy, was that a trip!

I'm going to make an attempt to stay away from the liquor store/beer+wine aisle today? I so badly wish my coffee had some Baileys in it though. Would make the day (and my physical condition) mas bueno. But like. I can see I'm heading down a bad road again. But I don't really care? But I know I should. And I know other people do and I'm only like 90% careless of other people's feelings.