I was in your shoes almost three years ago. I went through a spiral of not sleeping, drugs, men and just about everything else. I ended up in jail.

Don't want anything bad to happen to you, so if you really need to slow down maybe a detox or another rehab will work this time - the rehab I went to really straightened me out plus the conviction I got that ruined my whole chance of ever finding a good job again.

You can go on like this for just so long before something gives out. Coming from someone who has been through it and suffered the consequences, I urge you to try and slow down or find somewhere safe to go.