I was busy this morning with housework, more busy than I thought I would be. I was happy with myself to get some things done that I kind of dreaded doing: and thought I would do these things in the distant future instead.

I'm feeling down this afternoon and it feels like I'm in the twilight zone. It looks like my friend and I are going to be done with for good. The last time I wrote to him, I said some things I felt like I shouldn't have said. Afterwards he indicated that he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. It's fine with me, except it hurts that he was the only local friend I had and not a good quality one.

I called my sister in the early afternoon but her phone kept on ringing and no chance leaving a message. I don't know what happened. Yesterday, my friend from my college days called. It was nice talking to him but it seems like he's not "all there" mentally. He's not the same guy as he used to be.