We're f'd. Just hope my daughter's financial aid petition goes through fast. We ordered drinks because we don't have enough money for gas. So no getting to food banks. Just have to survive on what we have for 2 weeks. We have to put in her application into school, switch car the over and who knows what will come up this month. Plus it's my husband's birthday month. His family wants to see him but they know nothing about my daughter transitioning yet because they'll cut ties. Then I'm stressed because Christmas is 2 months away and I have nothing yet. But judging from the fact we can't even get to a food bank that doesn't matter but I'm still stressed about it. I'm going to go smaller kids to bigger people for Christmas this year I guess. This sucks so bad. I feel like a failure that I can't seem to get ahold of bills/food expenses. That's my one job to keep my family afloat. And I can't do that.