Just barely escaped a DUI. Still kinda drunk from last night. Said "fk addiction, gonna go hiking today" and packed my shyt and left without realizing I still have some in me. Started headed down to the gas station and it became pretty obvious to me I should NOT be driving so I pulled in at the gas station, filled up, and came back home but on the way back I got pulled over and I t old the cop I was just wicked tired and that I had given up on my journey to go hiking and the motherfker let me go!
But yeah, instead of hikiing I'm just gonna stay home and get trashed again. Day 8.

I just want to call on=call but thtey changed the number and I lost the extensions to all my treatment team so I can't reach any of them until they open and I can call the treatment center and ask. I asked them on Friday what the new on call number was but it didnt work.