Welcome to mood swings Laura... you're gonna love them. Well, not really. They can rather maddening. I'm sorry that you have to go through this. From my own struggles I can say that they are absolutely no fun. I stand be my previous recommendation to you... please try (key word is try) to find it in yourself to see a doc about this. There are many things that can help. I hope you are able to find peace. Much love...

Ryan