"If it makes you happy, then I’m fine. If it makes you sleep at night, I am not suicidal. If it helps you stay ignorant, the scars that lace my body are not remnants or proof of how much self-hatred boils inside of me. If it keeps you from abandoning me, then I am not crazy… "

I understand this perfectly. It is ironic how the ones who say they care about us the most are the ones we protect because in all honestly they just don't get what goes on inside our minds.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts tonight!