So sorry you are suffering, abawa... Two years is a long time to be suffering... my heart goes out to you.
I have severe major depression with psychotic features, so I take 3 anti-depressants and an anti-psychotic.
Are you taking any medications for depression/anxiety? Do you have access to a doc (psychiatrist)?
When you say you 'breakdown', what does it mean for you? How do you experience a breakdown?