I'm so angry at myself for failing stuff in this course. I also even failed a scientific infographic coz get it there's so photos of urine or whatever. It's just irritating I'm annoyed at myself for thinking I'd belong in this job and more annoyed for not listening to my family. I'm just annoyed because I don't know what to do with my life and I'm too weak as **** to approach people I want to talk to because of stupid anxiety. Well you know what because I refuse to confront my problems my anxiety is getting worse. It's just prolonging the pain when will I get some balls and actually get some courage and approach people with what's bothering me. I just feel weak as piss and I'm furious at myself for feeling this lost and weak. No lecturer that makes me learn math has made me understand. It's worse because there's no calculators I hate this course. I want to withdraw but it would be wasted money I know now I'm not gonna pass but the stress is hanging over me. Just **** this world with its obligations I can't do this!