Thank you for telling us Ryan. I know that it isn't easy to talk about.
You are in the company of many who understand and can offer support w/o judgment.
I am horrified that happened to you once, let alone more than that.

And sadly you're not the first male survivor. You are in company of other there as well.
safe hugs if that is okay -----> (((rem)))
Please take extra care of yourself after letting us know. That was a big step.