I totally agree. I'm so sick of taking meds that don't really help much. If the meds helped I wouldn't mind taking them at all. But the help I get from them is modest at best. And at this point in my life, and having been on psych meds for close to 30 years, they have definitely changed my brain so now I really have to stay on them forever. And of course they aren't benign, as in, they definitely can have adverse effects on body processes and organs so it doubly sucks! (But of course, mental illness has really adverse effects on physical health too so it's just a bind, whichever way you look at it)