Dear T,
Still feeling OK about today's session, even though it was a lot. I do think that was an important insight about why I can continue with you, but couldn't with ex-MC. I'm glad you're willing to keep talking about these things with me.

This little part of me wishes you would have just lied about accepting it. But like you said, if the truth came out, then it would have really hurt. You seemed emotional when I said, "I had the thought of , 'Why can't you just give this to me?'" Maybe you're finally comprehending how this has affected me? And feeling sad for causing me pain? Or maybe not that even, but just empathizing with my pain? Which I think is what I really need--the empathy and understanding (not your guilt or anything like that).

Love,
LT