I woke up feeling ok. I saw the news and said to myself "you are getting your *** out of the house so you aren't focused on CNN all day." So I took a drive to some gas stations and family dollars looking for stuff. I was in red towns which made me a bit nervous but no one realized and I had a conversation at a gas station about a kind of soda I was buying. So it was safe.

Anyways I came home and I'm lying down feeling kinda blah. Sorta on edge and worried. Sorta ok. Idk really.