My hair is matted again, I haven't showered in over a week, I'm not depressed, just not motivated to do anything, ever. I haven't done anything since moving here in December. It's like my crazy was propelling me and with out that I do nothing. I know I should do stuff but I have no urge to. I'm hardly on here and I use to be active. I scroll through my phone not looking at anything until I get to the bottom then I refresh. I don't color, or listen to music, barely hang out with my ESA. Don't want my service dog. Go outside maybe 1x a month, stay in bed the rest of the time. I just don't get it. I still have no pdocs or t. I'm cooking the nights I have to but that's it. I'm a shell.