So I nearly drank myself to death and my case manager was there to witness it so she slapped me with another IEA where I was forced into a medical detox and did a 30 day program for co-occurring disorders.

But now I'm not getting any treatment? Something's changed since before I went in. The only one that gives a flying fck nowadays is my pdoc and even she is trying to schedule me so she can push me out the door quickly. But I haven't heard from my case manager in two weeks, haven't heard from my peer support specialist since the day I got out of residential, and in therapy my T blew up at me and was all "why do you come [to therapy]?" with a tone that said "why are you wasting my time, you hopeless POS?"

The only thing that's changed is they added a BPD dx (on top of schizoaffective, substance use disorder, and bulimia) and they put me on a shyt ton of meds that I took myself off of. I'm thinking I've become one of those stigmatized patients that they hate for ****** reasons.

What should I do? Because of my conditional discharge I have to stick with the ACT team and because of the substance use I have to stick with the co-occurring disorders team so I'm stuck with these people.