There's no such thing as failure - Unless life is a game.. Although life is everything - Philosophy, God, a circle or infinite circles (Of any quantifiable thing), illusion, dream, matter, spirit, math, music, a story, journey, love, nature, waves, self, a drug, 1's and 0's, everything, or even nothing! Meaningless (Which means there's a possibility of meaning - And it's wise to choose that - But stress and confusion build up/Like for me, identifying with nonsense and genetically seeking hedonia - Bad choice).

Some people don't want to play.. Existence always exists though - It's just being itself, existing forever (But in and out - As one) - So they become Monks, and sit in sweet silence and nothing.

Although when in nature (For a while), the mind synchronizes to balance.. So there's no computers, dopamine, celebrities, mind control, ego, hate, false information. As nature is the only "1st hand information" that we can get - Yet everything we experience is also first hand information, and can not be (Like being in someone else's dream).

Many give up, slowly over time (Through stress) - By death of a loved one or something, and they continue life.. What are we to say to that person.. And all the many things that people deal with (Physical, mental illnesses, loss of job/money, breakup/divorce, trauma, torture, etc)..

- The choices are made.. Being predetermined or free will, is an illusion.. But since we know that we are souls, we all choose God - And if we don't?, our brain neurochemistry does (As humanity as a whole) - Cuz some peoples brains work as sadist, sociopathy, evil etc.. And get pleasure - But they pay in the end (Or not) cuz the collectivity of history and much literature is being based off of religious texts, word of mouth, (Like in hunter gatherer times - As the way we learned, was to tell stories - Like yknow a monkey saying to his brother or friend etc, "We can go 10x faster than running! Imagine if we could do that.."), and objective reality is a combination of particles or energies/patterns, interacting with each other (Tree forest thing).

So since spirituality/religion came first, that determines the deep ancestral hardwired of our DNA (Which can be changed by scientific innovation, or just chance - And it's like that for some people.. Some people just have pure gifts - And the point is to share them/anything valuable with the world as "Helping others" is the best thing that anyone can do "Give to thy neighbour" or something). I have the gift of what I'm not even sure.. Cuz I'm so confused.

The way people with ADHD get bored (When there was just "Nature"), adaptively invented tools - Autist is more mathematic, logical - "Science" is for survival - And in the end, the billionaires (Money causes brain damage to lack of empathy from cognitive dissonance) will take all of the money, and want immortality, then to control people (To play God - Cuz that's the closest to God they will get/Opposite.. Satan..).

Some people just say "**** my whole life", and shoot meth into their veins, etc. I don't look at that as a bad thing - I don't think anything is truly bad idk.. But I always favour good and logic, wisdom.. I do use stimulants.. But that's cuz I don't accept being on antipsychotics, or dealing with schiz in the traditional way.

Everyone is considered really to be a failure and success - No one truly knows themselves, cuz time continues.. And nothing can be completed (Only in matter of opinion/delusion - But everything is a delusion to someone else/Cuz nothing is the same. The NOW/MOMENT is all there is. And to put your potential self, above your current self, is the most logical, while enjoying the moment/At the same time.. An illusion.. The past is there too, for good and bad.. Regret, nostalgia, learning.. And every other infinite dimension, is also the NOW
- Another illusion) - Goals reached, keep people moving forward.. I guess I just have a dysfunctional/fried dopaminergic system.. Or fried dopamine receptors. I will likely end up with Parkinson's.