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. something about there being a risk in loving... that he hoped it was worth it(?)

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I hope so too Kim. I think you are very brave. It crosses my mind all the time but I haven't had the courage to go there.

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i wish that i didn't love them. caring about them is okay... but i wish that i didn't give them the power to affect me so...

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Ohhh, this is such a powerful yet regretful feeling. After one of our ruptures I remember telling T that I hated that he had the power to hurt me so. He winced. But you k now what Kim? If we don't give up the power, then we won't have the beauty of the experience either.. It is a risky exchange, isn't it?

I am so happy for you that you were able to tell him. Keep up the brave work!