I think new temp/rebound T finally got a little clue as to the type of support you used to give. I don't think he can give it - I don't think he believes he should give it. Why in the world did you think he would be a good fit for me? Maybe he'll at least find that 2nd slot a week sometime over this week. I'm not even sure if I should continue with therapy with anyone. The head manager is making me stick to the 2-3 month guideline it established. Overall, we are not happy about it. Instead we want to do damage to ourselves and you to find out from one of these people and feel bad about it. Such an infantile fantasy. So what. You were mommy to some of us and those parts are playing havoc with my inner world.