I'm in an extremely negative and painful mental state cuz of what that coworker did to me last month. And my paranoia. And having to hide (Obvious) things/not tell the truth about them.

I remember I just wanted to cross behind a car (Instead of walking on the crosswalk) and the guy in his car stopped was like "Wtf?" - He can **** off. Even though that was like months ago.

Fine. I have schizophrenia. I am negative too. Put me in the psych ward forever, cuz I won't get better. I hate antipsychotics. I want to keep my intelligence. I want a reality where there is different laws of physics (Without sex);



Cuz of what everyone has done to me. New reality pls.