And I'm just kinda bothered by it now for some reason. She was a trans women in her mid 50's. I'm a trans guy who was 28 at the time. She would call me handsome a lot and just smile and stare at me in a way that made me very uncomfortable. She would be like "wow, you sure are handsome". She also would ask me really weird questions like what I "fantasized" about and stuff like that. I eventually ditched her when things got to be too much.

But how do I deal with these thoughts and feelings over 2 years later besides just moving on? And why is it just now bothering me?