Freewill, breathe ...... you are doing just fine. It's a setback, we all have them sweetie. Please don't be scared, I'll sit with you a while ..... play your fav chill music, put a blanket over you and relax, breathe ..... you're safe now, you're here with people who love you .... safe, gentle huggies to you my friend, love you, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo