First of all Ryan , Safe hugs if you want them(((((((RYAN))))))).
I admire you for telling your story. I know how hard it is hon. Believe me. Some of the same was done to me too. So I know your pain and sadness. And I know how hard it is to feel these things allover again. But by doing that you are going to get to take control over how you deal with it. They will no longer have that control over you. I need to remember that as well. But the whole regression thing is how I am able to deal with it all I guess. I still am not understanding alot of what is going on there. But having all of you here for support and your caring helps so much. Know that you can hang onto us here when you need to . And I am only a phone call away too. I'll be keeping you in my heart and thoughts. Take care ~

Hugz~
Bethy