Dr S. - It will be 2 weeks today since I last talked to you/seen you. I wrote a long update email yesterday in preparation for when test results come back. I don't think I will send that email. I miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss having your support. Even if you see it as your job or how you preform you job. I miss having someone in my life fulfilling the role you fulfilled. I'm not sure that role has an accurate name - I don't think therapist is it. I've had several therapist and not a one a filled the role as widely/thoroughly as you have. Been willing to take on the various hats depending on who showed up.

I wonder if you have moved out of your office yet.