Muddyboots is moving out of the area an option? Iran way out of the area. I went from WV to FL to MA. I was a mess in WV. Dr and therapist didn't know what to do. I moved to FL they put me on APs heavily medicated and still hospitalized several times. Now in MA have 2 meds and don't even have a regular pdocs or therapist. I'm bed locked but mentally stable. I know I have to work on the bed locked but it's nothing like in WV. I'm not having gruesome intrusive thoughts,or any other unwanted harmful thoughts. But my WV team and FL team gave up on me. Even had PPD nos diagnosed. Moving away may help. Just make sure everything is set up before you go.