I NEED to see my pdoc this coming week but I don’t have much leave left from work. Takes me 1.5 hours to get there …. So I’d basically have to take the day off work.

My insomnia is so bad. For days I’ve been up and out of bed at 1:00am. It’s not sustainable. I try 10mg melatonin but it’s like eating lollies. Does nothing. Unfortunately I think I’ll have to go back on seroquel as a short term measure. I think he was hoping that the Abilify I started in the morning would alleviate my nerves and enduce sleep.

I’m not due to see him until December but I can’t cope with this it’s agonising.