It's been a weird week, y'all.


I'm really needing to get my life back into gear -- get back into therapy, get to the doctor to be able to get all my meds... I need to help myself out. I just don't have much of the energy or want to fight to make it happen, is that horrible or what? I have no social supports in place to help me and those who should be helpers, are hinderers... It's a mess.

On another note I am spending most days sleeping away the day so I'm not experiencing a lot of life, but no drama either! My current mood says "meh, we'll take it." I'm in that strange place where I just want to be in bed, I can't even play videogames or watch TV and feel at ease. I just want to sleep. I don't think I'm depressed, but maybe I'm just trying to convince myself. I am taking my bipolar meds still.

Nothing really else to say -- Hope everyone is doing well.