Hi CANDC… a few weeks ago, I would’ve said they were going great; now I’m not so sure. Last Friday, the pharmacist-in-charge called me into her office, because apparently a bunch of the other techs have come to her and told her i have BO. I was stunned; I’d had no idea. So last weekend I bought new shoes; now i shower daily and apply clinician-level deodorant twice a day (once in the morning, and again during lunch). Even so, something feels off. I don’t think the lead tech likes me. I have no evidence of this, but i definitely get that feeling. I feel like i don’t fit in with the group, and it is very stressful there. We’re slammed like every other pharmacy. I don’t know… I thought that finding a different pharmacy setting would make everything better. It hasn’t so far. I’m really frustrated regarding my art career… I’ve been posting my art on websites and making new art, but no one’s shown any interest. I feel like shaking people and yelling, “BUY MY ART, DAMNIT!” in their faces. I hate my life right now— I’m burnt out and stressed and I feel really hopeless.

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