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Old Oct 15, 2023, 07:12 PM
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We spent the weekend in PA and we had no service in our cabin. It was SO nice not to have a phone to mindlessly scroll through for once! an electronic free weekend. Haven’t had that in years! And CR couldn’t use his phone either so we actually talked. Sometimes it’s nice to be in the middle of nowhere!

We went to the PA renaissance faire but it was terrible. It was pouring the whole time and only 48 degrees. I was soaked through. I think it would have been fun were it dry and warmer. We’re going to try to go again next year but in September. I really thought if it was raining we’d do something else but RS’s family didn’t want to waste the money they spent on tickets. I would have gladly coughed up the money if it meant we could have been dry and warm somewhere! We went to Hershey’s chocolate world today though and that was fun. I also got some Amish baked goods. Sticky buns and apple bread. Good stuff!

I’m taking off from work on Tuesday. CR has his follow up for his broken pinkie and I had to get him an eye appointment too because he busted his glasses AGAIN. We’re going to America’s best so he’ll get two pairs and I’ll hold on to one of the pairs for him. We used to go to the office my mom worked at but since she’s retired now I don’t want to go back there. Super expensive when you don’t get the employee discount! Im planning on doing everything chores wise on Tuesday since we weren’t home all weekend. Lots of cleaning needs to be done. RS is home tomorrow waiting for our new fridge (we thought ours broke - turns out it was just left open all day and CR chose not to mention it until we’d already gone out to buy a new one!) so he’ll probably get some chores done tomorrow.

My social anxiety is still high but I’m handling it. I think it’s probably from going off the micro dose of lexapro but it’s not unmanageable, just annoying. So I’m going to stay off the med. I’m still on four. Had to add the propranolol back because my tachycardia returned. Oh well. I’m going to try to cut my seroquel down to 50mg again. Now that I’m active all day and exercising after work, I think I’ll be tired enough at night to sleep on just 50mg like I was when I was working ESY over the summer. I find it very difficult to wake up in the morning right now. It was so much easier on 50mg. I’m gonna give it a shot and see how it goes.
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