My anxiety is SO high today. I don't understand it. I was feeling better about stuff yesterday. I've already walked before work, on break, and on lunch today and it isn't helping. I kinda feel like I'm gonna pass out, like I can't get enough air or something. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I don't feel good. Actually I'm sure it has to do with waiting for call backs from the hematologist and the gyno and not getting them. I know they're busy and I'm one of thousands. I need to learn how to chill the **** out. I don't feel good.