Well, I can't tell how it is in your life, but I definitely am not avoidant. There is a difference between words loner and pariah. I'm not alone voluntarily.

I really miss the activities I enjoyed. I probably should not think about those because then, the desire to do it is even greater. I try to distract myself, but you can see there is nothing really. Actually, yesterday, I tried to search for some things/gatherings/alternatives connected to my interests, but there are none in my area.