I got gas! I’ve been avoiding getting gas for weeks (I ask RS to do it) because of anxiety but today I realized I wasn’t going to get to all the appointments without filling up and I did it. I have no idea why I am suddenly anxious about the gas pump, but thankfully I pushed myself and I’ll be good for awhile.

I’m going to attempt to quit nicotine again when this nicotine vape pod runs out. I made it a week last time and caved after a stressful day but hopefully I can push through this time. Now I know what to expect and can plan accordingly. I had increased irritability and anxiety, and an increased appetite. So I’m going to stock my house with healthy snacks. I’ve been trying to conquer my emotional eating habit too, that’s how I gained so much weight last year. I’ve gotten much better.

I’d like to clean my house today. I definitely need to clean my car, lots of trash from the road trip. It’s actually rather nice out, a bit chilly for me but the sun warms it up.