The big boredom, as I call it.

Its a long story to tell. But in my current situation I have no job, activities, or friends. Im 31yo.

Loneliness, its so hard to cope with. Because for not having friends or activities I can spend months and months without having a face to face conversation, or even a conversation using my voice.

I have family, Im not so close to them.

I cope using facebook, joining to random groups and talking with random people, but no meaningful conversations. Ive been joining to several kind of groups (mental health ones and random stuff) and I havent made any solid contact to just talk about life or interests.

Just recently I found a guy from my town in one group, we saw face to face last weekend. Its a good guy, but he has "social phobia", something that I dont. Well... I have my social problems, but he have them worse.

He is... how to say... I hate to say it, but Im smarter. But he is a nice guy, so, its a good contact to go out sometimes, but lets sat that its not blast.

So... well, coming back to my point... I also injured both of my knees, it took me like 11 months to recover (and not fully), so I cant go out all days, some days I can, some days my legs have too much pain.

Also Im comming back from a 8 year impass, I started having a TERRIBLE insomnia that lasted me 8 years. I just was able to stop with it by going to a psychiatrist with pills.

So well, thats quite the whole picture.

Anyone relates?